

It's true. I have had Cabin Fever here at Monkeyporkbun. From the picture below, chomping a beeswax gecko you can clearly see I've lost more than a few marbles this winter! I'm having a milestone birthday this year and I've begun planning like a mad(wo)man. Shaking off the Winter Blues feels really great.

I suppose this milestone birthday has me thinking. Or at the very least
reorganizing my priorities. This is what my list looks like now:
1. Ride bikes with E and B
2. Swim with E and B
3. Take B and friends to ice cream
4. Plan summer slumber party
5. Learn new jumprope songs to share with B and her friends
6. Come up with new gift ideas from the "full moon fairy"
7. Anticipate the next tooth falling out
8. Writing a story about myself as a girl for my girls (and for my father and brother)
9. Organize photos and collect data with Nana
10. Spin, swim and run every second I get.
11. Make meals for friends
12. Smile more.
After I finished this
project, all I could think about was playing. It's true I really did
become addicted to making log cabin squares, hence the post title, and
I can't wait to sew up some new skirts and gifts, but the sun is out!
I'm torn to bits. I have a quilt to get to Sonya, raffle gifts to make
for the Relay, a housewarming gift, HTML to rework, and product
descriptions to write, but as the sign indicates up above, there are
only so many hours in a day or so many opportunities. My girls are
growing fast and my heart aches to think that I will spin them away
making and selling things and writing things that twenty years from now
are not going to matter to them or to myself.
We have been seeing a lot of this. . .

And doing a lot of this . . .


In an effort to have a clearer design process I've been attempting to do less blogsurfing and more house tinkering. I look at my blog and some things I've written and it feels
like I'm sounding like others and quite honestly it makes me feel like
a wannabe. To blaze my own trail so to speak, we've been getting a lot of
outdoors in. Will I ever design/make/sell full time? Maybe. But not right now. If I blink I'll miss something. An opportunity to giggle? An unsolicited hug and kiss simply because I was available? A first sentence? Something important going on at school? Piano lessons if I overplan? Choices can be overwhelming. I'd love to hear how others arrive at where they are now. I guess I read blogs because I'm happy to see others doing it. It can be done. I just have to keep living my dream, with the occasional edit.


Thanks for reading! (I know it's all over the place!) Have a great weekend! This is our favorite bakery. The hours are above at the top.